21st noV

salam...
da 2 ari aku x post blog kn?actually ive some conflict wit my lover...i'm sorry cyg...syg wat abg nanges smpai berdarah mate..i know it's my fault..tp abg x penah ngaku salah syg...syg janji syg x wat cam tu da..syg xnk way abg saket ati..pasal alep 2,kite abaikan die k..(ala...dak kecik ape la sgt...bkn ensem pon!)haha..baby ensem la skg..tatau nape syg rase mcm tu..i adore u so much...rase nk plok je..hihi(^.^)..btol la...syg je maken chubby...xske chubby!rase cam gemok gile je..

actually i hate when ppl call me "gemok","mok","chubby" n "mons"..i'll feel so dumb n down..aku tau la aku ni burok pade pdgn korg...tp ni la ciptaan Allah yg terbek skali tau x..Alhamdulillah..at least,i've complete parts of body,i still have all the 5 senses,i still can walk,dance,think properly,loving my family,caring bout Izham..bcoz some of us,ade yg lgsg xnk pk pasal family die n just take love for granted.They think love is just a fun.I'm not that type of person.Aku susah nk sayang org..kalo aku sayang org tu skali...sampai bile2 aku susah nk lepaskan...so,aku tatau la camne aku nk idop without my parents,adek2,izham,mai n kwn2 aku..i hate when i feel lonely..macam aku ni hopeless je..

Lately,aku maken rapat ngan family aku..maybe sbb dekat kot..aku maken sayang kat afzal,man,cha,anis...rase mcm dunia ni aku ngan family aku je yg punye...dyorg la penyeri idop aku mase susah n senang..ngan mama n babah pun same..xpe..kak long janji,pas kawen kak long balek umah at least 2 minggu skali k...i love u all....

As i told u b4(who r u?huhu~),aku gado ngan Izham kan?hm..salah aku...sume salah aku..aku x paham die..sori b....syg x perfect wat b..syg sayang abg sgt2...syg xtau camne nk provekan...kalo kite dekat da lame syg provekan kat b...syg nk kite perfect..bkn nk abg jd perfect...abg nk tau ape maksod COUPLE?..the relationship that complete each other...btol...sorry b..syg ingt syg tego2 b,ley wat b ok...sorry.....syg salah cara kot...i'll try other ways..baby...i do love you..sayang sgt..(mampos a korg nk kate aku ni jiwang ke,ape ke,aku kesah mende!)...lg 4 ari...anniversary kite...tp kite sambot 12hb disember je la ek...hehe..nk camne..rase seronok plak kapel jao2...sbb bile jumpe skali rase mcm heaven plak..hehe....xsabar la nk dating...xsabar nye...harap2la umor aku pnjg...makbulkan doaku ya Allah..amin..